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"Your wounds are so far mortal that, without the three drops I gave you, you would now be dead.Listen, then.""Ah," murmured Caderousse, "what a strange priest you are;you drive the dying to despair, instead of consoling them.""Listen," continued the abbe."When you had betrayed your friend God began not to strike, but to warn you.Poverty overtook you.You had already passed half your life in coveting that which you might have honorably acquired; and already you contemplated crime under the excuse of want, when God worked a miracle in your behalf, sending you, by my hands, a fortune -- brilliant, indeed, for you, who had never possessed any.But this unexpected, unhoped-for, unheard-of fortune sufficed you no longer when you once possessed it; you wished to double it, and how? -- by a murder! You succeeded, and then God snatched it from you, and brought you to justice.""It was not I who wished to kill the Jew," said Caderousse;"it was La Carconte."

"Yes," said Monte Cristo, "and God, -- I cannot say in justice, for his justice would have slain you, -- but God, in his mercy, spared your life.""Pardieu, to transport me for life, how merciful!""You thought it a mercy then, miserable wretch! The coward who feared death rejoiced at perpetual disgrace; for like all galley-slaves, you said, `I may escape from prison, Icannot from the grave.' And you said truly; the way was opened for you unexpectedly.An Englishman visited Toulon, who had vowed to rescue two men from infamy, and his choice fell on you and your companion.You received a second fortune, money and tranquillity were restored to you, and you, who had been condemned to a felon's life, might live as other men.Then, wretched creature, then you tempted God a third time.`I have not enough,' you said, when you had more than you before possessed, and you committed a third crime, without reason, without excuse.God is wearied; he has punished you." Caderousse was fast sinking."Give me drink,"said he: "I thirst -- I burn!" Monte Cristo gave him a glass of water."And yet that villain, Benedetto, will escape!""No one, I tell you, will escape; Benedetto will be punished.""Then, you, too, will be punished, for you did not do your duty as a priest -- you should have prevented Benedetto from killing me.""I?" said the count, with a smile which petrified the dying man, "when you had just broken your knife against the coat of mail which protected my breast! Yet perhaps if I had found you humble and penitent, I might have prevented Benedetto from killing you; but I found you proud and blood-thirsty, and I left you in the hands of God.""I do not believe there is a God," howled Caderousse; "you do not believe it; you lie -- you lie!""Silence," said the abbe; "you will force the last drop of blood from your veins.What! you do not believe in God when he is striking you dead? you will not believe in him, who requires but a prayer, a word, a tear, and he will forgive?

God, who might have directed the assassin's dagger so as to end your career in a moment, has given you this quarter of an hour for repentance.Reflect, then, wretched man, and repent.""No," said Caderousse, "no; I will not repent.There is no God; there is no providence -- all comes by chance." --"There is a providence; there is a God," said Monte Cristo, "of whom you are a striking proof, as you lie in utter despair, denying him, while I stand before you, rich, happy, safe and entreating that God in whom you endeavor not to believe, while in your heart you still believe in him.""But who are you, then?" asked Caderousse, fixing his dying eyes on the count."Look well at me!" said Monte Cristo, putting the light near his face."Well, the abbe -- the Abbe Busoni." Monte Cristo took off the wig which disfigured him, and let fall his black hair, which added so much to the beauty of his pallid features."Oh?" said Caderousse, thunderstruck, "but for that black hair, I should say you were the Englishman, Lord Wilmore.""I am neither the Abbe Busoni nor Lord Wilmore," said Monte Cristo; "think again, -- do you not recollect me?" Those was a magic effect in the count's words, which once more revived the exhausted powers of the miserable man."Yes, indeed,"said he; "I think I have seen you and known you formerly.""Yes, Caderousse, you have seen me; you knew me once.""Who, then, are you? and why, if you knew me, do you let me die?""Because nothing can save you; your wounds are mortal.Had it been possible to save you, I should have considered it another proof of God's mercy, and I would again have endeavored to restore you, I swear by my father's tomb.""By your father's tomb!" said Caderousse, supported by a supernatural power, and half-raising himself to see more distinctly the man who had just taken the oath which all men hold sacred; "who, then, are you?" The count had watched the approach of death.He knew this was the last struggle.He approached the dying man, and, leaning over him with a calm and melancholy look, he whispered, "I am -- I am" -- And his almost closed lips uttered a name so low that the count himself appeared afraid to hear it.Caderousse, who had raised himself on his knees, and stretched out his arm, tried to draw back, then clasping his hands, and raising them with a desperate effort, "O my God, my God!" said he, "pardon me for having denied thee; thou dost exist, thou art indeed man's father in heaven, and his judge on earth.My God, my Lord, I have long despised thee! Pardon me, my God;receive me, O my Lord!" Caderousse sighed deeply, and fell back with a groan.The blood no longer flowed from his wounds.He was dead.

"One!" said the count mysteriously, his eyes fixed on the corpse, disfigured by so awful a death.Ten minutes afterwards the surgeon and the procureur arrived, the one accompanied by the porter, the other by Ali, and were received by the Abbe Busoni, who was praying by the side of the corpse.