第42章

Hurstwood was in his best form, as usual.He hadn't heard that Drouet was out of town.He was but slightly affected by the intelligence, and devoted himself to the more general topics which would interest Carrie.It was surprising--the ease with which he conducted a conversation.He was like every man who has had the advantage of practice and knows he has sympathy.He knew that Carrie listened to him pleasurably, and, without the least effort, he fell into a train of observation which absorbed her fancy.He drew up his chair and modulated his voice to such a degree that what he said seemed wholly confidential.He confined himself almost exclusively to his observation of men and pleasures.He had been here and there, he had seen this and that.Somehow he made Carrie wish to see similar things, and all the while kept her aware of himself.She could not shut out the consciousness of his individuality and presence for a moment.He would raise his eyes slowly in smiling emphasis of something, and she was fixed by their magnetism.He would draw out, with the easiest grace, her approval.Once he touched her hand for emphasis and she only smiled.He seemed to radiate an atmosphere which suffused her being.He was never dull for a minute, and seemed to make her clever.At least, she brightened under his influence until all her best side was exhibited.She felt that she was more clever with him than with others.At least, he seemed to find so much in her to applaud.There was not the slightest touch of patronage.Drouet was full of it.

There had been something so personal, so subtle, in each meeting between them, both when Drouet was present and when he was absent, that Carrie could not speak of it without feeling a sense of difficulty.She was no talker.She could never arrange her thoughts in fluent order.It was always a matter of feeling with her, strong and deep.Each time there had been no sentence of importance which she could relate, and as for the glances and sensations, what woman would reveal them? Such things had never been between her and Drouet.As a matter of fact, they could never be.She had been dominated by distress and the enthusiastic forces of relief which Drouet represented at an opportune moment when she yielded to him.Now she was persuaded by secret current feelings which Drouet had never understood.

Hurstwood's glance was as effective as the spoken words of a lover, and more.They called for no immediate decision, and could not be answered.

People in general attach too much importance to words.They are under the illusion that talking effects great results.As a matter of fact, words are, as a rule, the shallowest portion of all the argument.They but dimly represent the great surging feelings and desires which lie behind.When the distraction of the tongue is removed, the heart listens.

In this conversation she heard, instead of his words, the voices of the things which he represented.How suave was the counsel of his appearance! How feelingly did his superior state speak for itself! The growing desire he felt for her lay upon her spirit as a gentle hand.She did not need to tremble at all, because it was invisible; she did not need to worry over what other people would say--what she herself would say--because it had no tangibility.She was being pleaded with, persuaded, led into denying old rights and assuming new ones, and yet there were no words to prove it.Such conversation as was indulged in held the same relationship to the actual mental enactments of the twain that the low music of the orchestra does to the dramatic incident which it is used to cover.

"Have you ever seen the houses along the Lake Shore on the North Side?" asked Hurstwood.

"Why, I was just over there this afternoon--Mrs.Hale and I.

Aren't they beautiful?"

"They're very fine," he answered.

"Oh, me," said Carrie, pensively."I wish I could live in such a place."

"You're not happy," said Hurstwood, slowly, after a slight pause.

He had raised his eyes solemnly and was looking into her own.He assumed that he had struck a deep chord.Now was a slight chance to say a word in his own behalf.He leaned over quietly and continued his steady gaze.He felt the critical character of the period.She endeavoured to stir, but it was useless.The whole strength of a man's nature was working.He had good cause to urge him on.He looked and looked, and the longer the situation lasted the more difficult it became.The little shop-girl was getting into deep water.She was letting her few supports float away from her.

"Oh," she said at last, "you mustn't look at me like that."

"I can't help it," he answered.

She relaxed a little and let the situation endure, giving him strength.

"You are not satisfied with life, are you?"

"No," she answered, weakly.

He saw he was the master of the situation--he felt it.He reached over and touched her hand.

"You mustn't," she exclaimed, jumping up.

"I didn't intend to," he answered, easily.

She did not run away, as she might have done.She did not terminate the interview, but he drifted off into a pleasant field of thought with the readiest grace.Not long after he rose to go, and she felt that he was in power.

"You mustn't feel bad," he said, kindly; "things will straighten out in the course of time."

She made no answer, because she could think of nothing to say.

"We are good friends, aren't we?" he said, extending his hand.

"Yes," she answered.

"Not a word, then, until I see you again."

He retained a hold on her hand.

"I can't promise," she said, doubtfully.

"You must be more generous than that," he said, in such a simple way that she was touched.

"Let's not talk about it any more," she returned.

"All right," he said, brightening.

He went down the steps and into his cab.Carrie closed the door and ascended into her room.She undid her broad lace collar before the mirror and unfastened her pretty alligator belt which she had recently bought.

"I'm getting terrible," she said, honestly affected by a feeling of trouble and shame."I don't seem to do anything right."

She unloosed her hair after a time, and let it hang in loose brown waves.Her mind was going over the events of the evening.

"I don't know," she murmured at last, "what I can do."

"Well," said Hurstwood as he rode away, "she likes me all right;

that I know."

The aroused manager whistled merrily for a good four miles to his office an old melody that he had not recalled for fifteen years.