第70章 Half-truths.(2)

The clergyman,however,was an able,forcible speaker,and held her attention from the first.His sermon was topical rather than textual in its character;that is,he enlarged on what he termed "the irreconcilable enmity between God and the world,"taking as his texts the following selections:

"The carnal mind is enmity against God."

And again,"Whosoever,therefore,will be a friend of the world,is the enemy of God."The sermon was chiefly an argument;and the point of it was that there could be no compromise between these contending powers--God on one side,the world on the other--and he insisted that his hearers must be,and were with one party or the other.The trouble was,that in concentrating his thoughts on the single point he meant to make,he took too much for granted--namely,that all his hearers understood sufficiently the character of God,and the sense in which the Bible uses the term "world,"not to misapprehend the nature of his "enmity."To seasoned church-goers the sermon was both true and very satisfactory.

But when the minister reached the conclusion of his argument with the words,"So then,they that are in the flesh cannot please God,"poor Ida drew a long dreary sigh,and wished she had remained at home.She was certainly "in the flesh,"if any one were;and in addition to the fact that she neither pleased herself nor any one else that she respected and loved,she was now given the assurance,apparently fortified by Holy Writ,that she could not "please God."The simple and divine diplomacy by which this "enmity"is removed was unknown to her.

She turned to note how Miss Burton received a message that was so unwelcome to herself,and saw that she was not listening.There was a dreamy far-away look in her eyes that clearly was not inspired by the thought of "enmity.""She is probably thinking of the artist and the ideal future that he can give her.How foolish it is in poor Ik there to try to rival HIM!It was an unlucky day for us both,cousin of mine,when we came to this place!"More disheartened and despondent than ever,she rode homeward with her mother,answering questions only in monosyllables.All that religion had said to her that morning was:"Give up the world--all with which you have hitherto been familiar,and have enjoyed."God was an infinite,all-powerful,remote abstraction,and yet for His sake she must resign everything which would enable her to forget,or at least disguise the pain and jealousy which were at times almost unendurable;and she knew of no substitute with which to replace "the world"she was asked to forego.

This religion of mere negation,expulsion,and restraint is too often presented to the mind.Dykes and levees are very useful,and in some places essential;but if low malarial shores could be lifted up into breezy hills and table-lands,this would be better.

This is not only possible,but it is the true method in respect to the human soul;and one should seek to grow better not by sedulous effort to keep out an evil world,but rather to fill up his heart with a good pure world such as God made and blessed.

The sermon Ida heard that morning,therefore,only added to the burden that was already too heavy to be carried much longer.