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``It is so good of you to come early,'' said Mrs.Porter, as Alice Langham entered the drawing-room.``I want to ask a favor of you.I'm sure you won't mind.I would ask one of the debutantes, except that they're always so cross if one puts them next to men they don't know and who can't help them, and so I thought I'd just ask you, you're so good-natured.You don't mind, do you?''

``I mind being called good-natured,'' said Miss Langham, smiling.

``Mind what, Mrs.Porter?'' she asked.

``He is a friend of George's,'' Mrs.Porter explained, vaguely.

``He's a cowboy.It seems he was very civil to George when he was out there shooting in New Mexico, or Old Mexico, I don't remember which.He took George to his hut and gave him things to shoot, and all that, and now he is in New York with a letter of introduction.It's just like George.He may be a most impossible sort of man, but, as I said to Mr.Porter, the people I've asked can't complain, because I don't know anything more about him than they do.He called to-day when I was out and left his card and George's letter of introduction, and as a man had failed me for to-night, I just thought I would kill two birds with one stone, and ask him to fill his place, and he's here.

And, oh, yes,'' Mrs.Porter added, ``I'm going to put him next to you, do you mind?''

``Unless he wears leather leggings and long spurs I shall mind very much,'' said Miss Langham.

``Well, that's very nice of you,'' purred Mrs.Porter, as she moved away.``He may not be so bad, after all; and I'll put Reginald King on your other side, shall I?'' she asked, pausing and glancing back.

The look on Miss Langham's face, which had been one of amusement, changed consciously, and she smiled with polite acquiescence.

``As you please, Mrs.Porter,'' she answered.She raised her eyebrows slightly.``I am, as the politicians say, `in the hands of my friends.' ''

``Entirely too much in the hands of my friends,'' she repeated, as she turned away.This was the twelfth time during that same winter that she and Mr.King had been placed next to one another at dinner, and it had passed beyond the point when she could say that it did not matter what people thought as long as she and he understood.It had now reached that stage when she was not quite sure that she understood either him or herself.They had known each other for a very long time; too long, she sometimes thought, for them ever to grow to know each other any better.

But there was always the chance that he had another side, one that had not disclosed itself, and which she could not discover in the strict social environment in which they both lived.And she was the surer of this because she had once seen him when he did not know that she was near, and he had been so different that it had puzzled her and made her wonder if she knew the real Reggie King at all.

It was at a dance at a studio, and some French pantomimists gave a little play.When it was over, King sat in the corner talking to one of the Frenchwomen, and while he waited on her he was laughing at her and at her efforts to speak English.He was telling her how to say certain phrases and not telling her correctly, and she suspected this and was accusing him of it, and they were rhapsodizing and exclaiming over certain delightful places and dishes of which they both knew in Paris with the enthusiasm of two children.Miss Langham saw him off his guard for the first time and instead of a somewhat bored and clever man of the world, he appeared as sincere and interested as a boy.

When he joined her, later, the same evening, he was as entertaining as usual, and as polite and attentive as he had been to the Frenchwoman, but he was not greatly interested, and his laugh was modulated and not spontaneous.She had wondered that night, and frequently since then, if, in the event of his asking her to marry him, which was possible, and of her accepting him, which was also possible, whether she would find him, in the closer knowledge of married life, as keen and lighthearted with her as he had been with the French dancer.If he would but treat her more like a comrade and equal, and less like a prime minister conferring with his queen! She wanted something more intimate than the deference that he showed her, and she did not like his taking it as an accepted fact that she was as worldly-wise as himself, even though it were true.

She was a woman and wanted to be loved, in spite of the fact that she had been loved by many men--at least it was so supposed--and had rejected them.

Each had offered her position, or had wanted her because she was fitted to match his own great state, or because he was ambitious, or because she was rich.The man who could love her as she once believed men could love, and who could give her something else besides approval of her beauty and her mind, had not disclosed himself.She had begun to think that he never would, that he did not exist, that he was an imagination of the playhouse and the novel.The men whom she knew were careful to show her that they appreciated how distinguished was her position, and how inaccessible she was to them.They seemed to think that by so humbling themselves, and by emphasizing her position they pleased her best, when it was what she wanted them to forget.Each of them would draw away backward, bowing and protesting that he was unworthy to raise his eyes to such a prize, but that if she would only stoop to him, how happy his life would be.Sometimes they meant it sincerely; sometimes they were gentlemanly adventurers of title, from whom it was a business proposition, and in either case she turned restlessly away and asked herself how long it would be before the man would come who would pick her up on his saddle and gallop off with her, with his arm around her waist and his horse's hoofs clattering beneath them, and echoing the tumult in their hearts.

She had known too many great people in the world to feel impressed with her own position at home in America; but she sometimes compared herself to the Queen in ``In a Balcony,''