第10章 I RUN A GREAT DANGER IN THE HOUSE OF SHAWS(1)

For a day that was begun so ill,the day passed fairly well.We had the porridge cold again at noon,and hot porridge at night;porridge and small beer was my uncle's diet.He spoke but little,and that in the same way as before,shooting a question at me after a long silence;and when I sought to lead him to talk about my future,slipped out of it again.In a room next door to the kitchen,where he suffered me to go,I found a great number of books,both Latin and English,in which I took great pleasure all the afternoon.Indeed,the time passed so lightly in this good company,that I began to be almost reconciled to my residence at Shaws;and nothing but the sight of my uncle,and his eyes playing hide and seek with mine,revived the force of my distrust.

One thing I discovered,which put me in some doubt.This was an entry on the fly-leaf of a chap-book (one of Patrick Walker's)plainly written by my father's hand and thus conceived:"To my brother Ebenezer on his fifth birthday"Now,what puzzled me was this:That,as my father was of course the younger brother,he must either have made some strange error,or he must have written,before he was yet five,an excellent,clear manly hand of writing.

I tried to get this out of my head;but though I took down many interesting authors,old and new,history,poetry,and story-book,this notion of my father's hand of writing stuck to me;and when at length I went back into the kitchen,and sat down once more to porridge and small beer,the first thing I said to Uncle Ebenezer was to ask him if my father had not been very quick at his book.

"Alexander?No him!"was the reply."I was far quicker mysel';Iwas a clever chappie when I was young.Why,I could read as soon as he could."This puzzled me yet more;and a thought coming into my head,Iasked if he and my father had been twins.

He jumped upon his stool,and the horn spoon fell out of his hand upon the floor."What gars ye ask that?"he said,and he caught me by the breast of the jacket,and looked this time straight into my eyes:his own were little and light,and bright like a bird's,blinking and winking strangely.

"What do you mean?"I asked,very calmly,for I was far stronger than he,and not easily frightened."Take your hand from my jacket.This is no way to behave."My uncle seemed to make a great effort upon himself."Dod man,David,"he said,"ye should-nae speak to me about your father.

That's where the mistake is."He sat awhile and shook,blinking in his plate:"He was all the brother that ever I had,"he added,but with no heart in his voice;and then he caught up his spoon and fell to supper again,but still shaking.

Now this last passage,this laying of hands upon my person and sudden profession of love for my dead father,went so clean beyond my comprehension that it put me into both fear and hope.

On the one hand,I began to think my uncle was perhaps insane and might be dangerous;on the other,there came up into my mind (quite unbidden by me and even discouraged)a story like some ballad I had heard folk singing,of a poor lad that was a rightful heir and a wicked kinsman that tried to keep him from his own.For why should my uncle play a part with a relative that came,almost a beggar,to his door,unless in his heart he had some cause to fear him?

With this notion,all unacknowledged,but nevertheless getting firmly settled in my head,I now began to imitate his covert looks;so that we sat at table like a cat and a mouse,each stealthily observing the other.Not another word had he to say to me,black or white,but was busy turning something secretly over in his mind;and the longer we sat and the more I looked at him,the more certain I became that the something was unfriendly to myself.

When he had cleared the platter,he got out a single pipeful of tobacco,just as in the morning,turned round a stool into the chimney corner,and sat awhile smoking,with his back to me.

"Davie,"he said,at length,"I've been thinking;"then he paused,and said it again."There's a wee bit siller that I half promised ye before ye were born,"he continued;"promised it to your father.O,naething legal,ye understand;just gentlemen daffing at their wine.Well,I keepit that bit money separate --it was a great expense,but a promise is a promise --and it has grown by now to be a matter of just precisely --just exactly"--and here he paused and stumbled --"of just exactly forty pounds!"This last he rapped out with a sidelong glance over his shoulder;and the next moment added,almost with a scream,"Scots!"The pound Scots being the same thing as an English shilling,the difference made by this second thought was considerable;I could see,besides,that the whole story was a lie,invented with some end which it puzzled me to guess;and I made no attempt to conceal the tone of raillery in which I answered --"O,think again,sir!Pounds sterling,I believe!""That's what I said,"returned my uncle:"pounds sterling!And if you'll step out-by to the door a minute,just to see what kind of a night it is,I'll get it out to ye and call ye in again."I did his will,smiling to myself in my contempt that he should think I was so easily to be deceived.It was a dark night,with a few stars low down;and as I stood just outside the door,I heard a hollow moaning of wind far off among the hills.I said to myself there was something thundery and changeful in the weather,and little knew of what a vast importance that should prove to me before the evening passed.

When I was called in again,my uncle counted out into my hand seven and thirty golden guinea pieces;the rest was in his hand,in small gold and silver;but his heart failed him there,and he crammed the change into his pocket.

"There,"said he,"that'll show you!I'm a queer man,and strange wi'strangers;but my word is my bond,and there's the proof of it."Now,my uncle seemed so miserly that I was struck dumb by this sudden generosity,and could find no words in which to thank him.